Originally published on 8/6/2017
I take intentional mindful breaks from social media. I think everybody should do this.
So Friday I decided to take a mindful break from Pikeville Topix. It was good timing too as the thread I had been commenting on is blocked. So I didn't start a new thread . . . . I just took a break.
Then low and behold, my cyberstalker couldn't stand it. He had to bring me up in a completely different thread that had nothing to do with me. This was after cyberstalking my blog all night long.
4ish a.m. in the morning and my ex is desperate to interact with me; so he starts cyberbullying on a thread that has nothing to do with me.
See that's the thing with domestic violence. It isn't about the violence . . . it's about the control.
The sad thing is that the Government won't protect me. I have lived with this for almost two decades. Eventually my ex loses in court and the entire world knows what he has done to my children and me. The entire world will know what a monster he is.
What happens then?
He takes a road trip from Pikeville KY to Florida. Shoots me on the doorstep and then himself. The only positive . . . is that the boys are old enough now that maybe he won't kill them first before he takes his road trip.
The feat of the murder-suicide lessened when I moved so far away. But that fear never went away and now its at an all time high.
All I can do is document it and pray.
